Today is 2nd of october,2006. 58 years before gandhi was shot dead. Was that the need of the hour? I am not god to tell that? I Was reading an article on Punkaj Mishra-an end to suffering by Pradeep Sebastian. Yesterday also I read it. It was so resembling to my desires,thoughts and what I want to do in my life. Sometimes u get urself get out of the present and live in ur dreams, at least for a few minutes. U know ur on ur bed, or chair but ur mind and thoughts are somewhere else. It’s so close to my heart. So close to my feeling.
I always imagine in a beautiful place,with lots of light, room in a cool place. It isn’t chilly but cold like Shimla etc. I would just read, read and write. I can’t imagine anything else. Just coffee, books, pen and me writing. Just like when I watched “finding neverland” . the beauty of thoughts make my eyes wet. The gratness of raising above ur present is having a good effect on me. Is there anywhere I should reach? Its all in my mind.
Im trying to write. I am trying to think. Thinking of the beauty, sadness, frustration, ambition, desperation. My words will reflect that. I wont cheat , I promise
06/22/08 @ 08:18